Ohio Boredom - What Can I Say?!

Boredom: An emotional state experienced during periods lacking activity or when individuals are uninterested in the activities surrounding them. -------------- Well, as Wikipedia says... I'm BORED. I need to open IM. Download & socialize. Whewww...at this moment ...sounds like work to me. WARNING: The next bits are jumbled and probably won't make sense. Hold On Tight! I did create a new ID & new email addy for another group. Yep, I done it! I joined another group...Twilight Anonymous. I'm totally nuts adding another thing to my list of "have to's". At least they don't care about lurkers...thank YOU very much! Only had to prove I had IM once, so they knew I had incredimail. Now, I've got to locate Joyce's Twilight sharing group and join there too. I think I can handle this. I should have just not watched the darn movie and stayed blissfully happy just requesting & collecting what strikes my fancy...but nooooooo. I Had to watch the movie too. I read reviews about the upcoming books in the series...I'm not sure if the reviews are all that helpful or not. Miss Joyce sent me a link and I've downloaded the audio files. Getting them ready to load on my son's mp3 player and start using that when I want to 'read'. Thanks Miss Joyce for that. Not sure if that was really the best help you couldn't done for me or not...lol...I am so obsessed... Guess I need to get a life. Want to do some online schooling. Checking into medical billing and coding....don't think I can do it...but I want to find something to do here in home. Always making plans for later...when I'm no longer able to do anything. Maybe I'll be one of the lucky ones and won't lose the ability to move my arms and I'll still be able to do stuff..only sitting in pchair all day...everyday...doesn't appeal to me as much as some would think. That means I lose independence. No control. None. What a depressing thought. Now would've been a good time to know psp. Damn, wish I would've continued those classes. My biggest problem with anything is mind focus. I don't have it and as things get worse so does the ability to stay focused. I realize others can pick up learning as easy as 1, 2, 3. But nope not me. When I was in school I had no trouble learning by reading then doing what the written word said to do. NOW, I can only seem to learn if I watch someone else doing something and then do. Now how the heck can a person learn psp if there's no one here for me to watch them? I did pretty good; at least thats what the mod/instructor would tell me...but well, I felt as if I never learned a thing. Struggled, discarded and started more times that I know I should of. But I felt I wasn't living up to MY (thinking) standards. So I got frustrated at myself and quit. That was in 2006 or 07. Now I wish I would've stuck with it and been the slowest ass in the class...but then I would've at least been working the psp program. Well, I feel better. Got some the frustration of not creating Twilight anything in psp. Ticked at myself for being as lazy as an old board mare laying around the yard and spent sometime trying to be social like all the other bloggers. I think I'm nuts. Yep. That covers it! lol I am. Well off to put the dogs out, find something to eat that doesn't involve falling all over the kitchen and burning myself again AND sitting here at the computer while watching Danny sleep (pretecting the remote) and watching show after show of boring stuff because we (Danny2 & I) can't get the remote from Danny to change the channel. Ahhhhhh what life I lead ... Ok, time to pull up my big girl panties and move on. Hugs ...